Keywords: disharmony, impatience, passivity, disease onset and excess
It may indicate a period of tension or conflict in your life. Perhaps you refuse to take the gentle path because of impatience. You may also feel that others are not cooperating with you and are using the energy around you to actively deal with your conflict and make peace from it.
In pursuing your goals, you have self-indulged, creating distance. Make time for your partner, seek reconciliation, and try to enjoy the rewards of being together.